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Jan. 25th, 2011

A Trickle of Snow

AM back in school at UAH in Huntsville, taking classes, but possibly occasionally writing more pieces of the novel. Am interested in idealizing the dorm as a kind of Utopolis like structure, considering the ramifications of how the MC would feel if he were in a university-like setting in Utopolis... Am watching the steady decline of genius in the rooms around me as people fall prey to peer pressure or other things. Interesting. Inspired to write again after a while. Been working on this novel since 2007, sheesh.

May. 27th, 2010

Getting More Meta

So, it was important to me to take a lot of the notes I have on the story, the character sketches and their mythological ideas and sit down and write them out... what the characters "stand for" in the novel. But I went out and I bought one of those nice leather bound graph sketchbooks to write it in, and I will probably end up making a better outline of the story-plot in there, too. I wonder if I could just publish the notes about what the novel is about without actually publishing the novel and let people imagine what happens in the novel. Sort of how "House of Leaves" is about The Navidson Record without actually explaining more about it... That would be silly, but kind of clever. Its really more of a story bible to let me refer back to it when I need to get the "feel" of a character or a place or something. But it would be interesting to publish it after the fact, or something.

Felt the urge to share the whole thing with Matthew Barney, because of the references to Utah and bees in the novel, but I'm sure he has enough stuff he's doing without me bugging him anymore than I already have ;) No, I'm more interested in trying to get C Love's POV on the whole thing. I mean, its not Princess Ai, but it is interesting and creative and does have a kind of related theme. I mean you write or create about something by studying it, getting to know it intimately. And while I cannot really stop everything and go hang out in Dayton, OH (though honestly the novel doesn't take place there, it takes place a lot more in L.A.), I can get to know people, and put their perspective into the novel. I mean, I have already met someone who in real life is exactly like the character Chris. Now, we just study them and find out how to relate them into the story to that character.

Its fun, being a writer. You draw not with lines, but with words.

May. 2nd, 2010

Music Post

I don;t know if it is spoilery to make a post about the musical influences of each chapter and sub-chapter, but it will provide you with a playlist. I think i will update this entry with more songs when they get associated with subchapters :D

PART ONE
  • 1.0 The Band Tailed Pigeon -
    • 1.2 = Mysto & Pizzi - "Somebody's Watching Me" (orig. ver. by Rockwell)
    • 1.3 = John Lennon - "Working Class Hero"
    • 1.4 = Bjork - "It's Not Up To You"

  • 2.0 Ohm's Law -
  • 3.0 Nest Eggs -
  • 4.0 Scarab-Beetle -
    • 4.1 = Goldfrapp - "Caravan Girl"

  • 5.0 Cuckoo
    • 5.3 = Beck - "It's All In Your Mind"

  • 6.0 Persephone's Child
    • 6.1 = David Bowie - "The Man Who Sold the World"

  • 7.0 Eagle-Eyed
  • 8.0 Crisis Intervention
    • 8.5 = Antony + The Johnsons "I Fell In Love With A Dead Boy"

  • 9.0 Why The Caged Bird Moans


PART TWO
  • 9.5 El Gordo Gato
  • 10.0 4994
    • 10.1 = Courtney Love - "All the Drugs"
    • 10.7 = The Beatles - "A Hard Days Night"

  • 11.0 The Moth and the Message
    • 11.2 = Marilyn Manson - "The Dope Show"
    • 11.3 = Courtney Love - "Hold on To Me"
    • 11.4 = Bernard Herrmann - "The Twisted Nerve"
    • 11.5 = Kate Bush - "Night of the Swallow"

  • 12.0 Beethoven's Angel
  • 13.0 Cupid's Arrows
    • 13.3 = Beethoven - "9th Symphony"
    • 13.6 = Metallica - "The Thing That Should Not Be"

  • 14.0 Ride The Horses
    • 14.3 = The Beatles - "She Came in Through The Bathroom Window"

  • 15.0 Kiss Your Prince (Goodbye)
    • 15.3 = Kate Bush - "King of the Mountain"
    • 15.4 = Soundgarden - "The Day I Tried To Live"



PART THREE
  • 16.0 Historical Resonance
    • 16.1 = Paul Williams - "The Hell of It" (Phantom of the Paradise)

  • 17.0 The Herndirger Effect
    • 17.1 = Foo Fighters - "Let It Die"
    • 17.5 = Tori Amos - "The Beekeeper"
    • 17.6 = Screaming Trees - "Nearly Lost You"

  • 18.0 Phoenix + Ibis
  • 19.0 Towards Paradox
    • 19.1 = Massive Attack - "Teardrop"

  • 20.0 Cygnus Cygnus
    • 20.3 = Foo Fighters - "Headwires"
    • 20.4 = Hole - "Jennifer's Body"

  • 21.0 Flaming O
    • 21.4 = Soundgarden - "Black Hole Sun"

  • 22.0 Admittance
    • 22.1 = Poe - "Angry Johnny"
    • 22.3 = Game Theory - "Wyoming"
    • 22.4 = A Perfect Circle - "Orestes"
    • 22.8 = Hole - "Malibu"

  • 23.0 On Planet Jupiter
  • 24.0 The Sacred Chao
  • 25.0 Swan Song
  • 26.0 Birds And The Bees
    • 26.3 = John Lennon - "Imagine"
    • 26.5 = Foo Fighters - "Down In The Park" (Gary Numan)



PART FOUR
  • 27.0 Sekhet Aaru
  • 28.0 Schrodinger's Future
  • 29.0 Arachne
    • 29.2 = Prince - "When Doves Cry"

  • 30.0 Honeycombs
    • 30.2 = Björk - "Joga"

  • 30.5.0 The Jetliner Chaos
    • 30.5.1 = Scissor Sisters - "I Can't Decide"
    • 30.5.5 = Yoko Kanno - "Call Me Call Me" (from Cowboy Bebop)

  • 31.0 The Queen Bee
  • 32.0 Fasces Lictoriae
  • 33.0 Your Paradox
    • 33.5 = Chemical Brothers - "Let Forever Be"

  • 34.0 Exoskeleton
    • 34.5 = Chemical Brothers - "All Rights Reversed"

  • 0.0 Lemniscate


This is sort of the songs that inspired each chapter, but its also a fitting soundtrack for what's going on in some of them.

Apr. 25th, 2010

There Goes My Hero...

The Red Book was calling out to me today. So I decided to take time out of my working on websites, and playing WoW, and throw myself back into the Book. I flip through the thing, and its mostly just snippets of dialog or things that people discover, not really the story at all. Even these things give me the frame of reference, without the storyline. The outline of the story is pretty much in my head, I know it, and I know how the pieces fit together. (*cues Tool's "Schism" for some reason in my head*)

I think that this would make a decent television series. There is a main character, with specific ideas about the world, he grows and learns stuff over the course of the book, the other main characters change in some way, and there are antagonistic themes and characters. It has an element of science fiction, of magick, of conspiracy, of basically everything, told in a very specific narrative way. The main character is talking. You're meant to identify with his "Huh?" attitude and get introduced to things in this manner. The protagonist as the everyman who learns something earth-shattering over the course of his journey, and becomes something more than just an ordinary joe as a result.

In a way, this is also the journey of the Fool, in the Tarot. The whole of the Tarot is the journey of the Fool, in a way. He starts off as a Fool, and evolves to see how things are connected, and yet in the end, the only way to retain his sanity after seeing all that is to remain some aspect of the Fool, his foolishness, his sense of humor and his humility.

In a lot of ways, its because the main character isn't thought to think of himself as an important genius and heaped attention on is how he is able to solve the problem. He's good at putting things together. Seeing the way that things are connected, that's his gift. And when he's exposed to all these ideas he learns to put them all together. Basically. He's not a genius. He's just an ordinary person with a bit of a rebellious streak, and good tastes in music.

I mean, as a classic example, think about Luke Skywalker. Here's this farm kid, on Tatooine. Of course, his destiny and the synchronicity in the greater scheme of things is about to come calling, but he grew up just an ordinary guy with dreams of flying starfighters and stuff. He's skeptical of stuff, he asks questions, he stands up to injustice when he sees it, if he can. Those are your admirable qualities, in most heroes. He is, of course, drawn into a larger scheme of events (blame the Force), and that is beyond his control, but it is the journey that he is destined to go on.

I had the idea for the novel when I was working in a factory. There were all these people there, just, you know, working because they have to. In order to survive they have to work otherwise the phone company shuts off their phone, or whatever. But they are all just surviving. The companies own everything, and they felt like an Empire to me. So I wrote it all from an anti-corporate kind of ethos, sure. I thought, if I left here and died one day, would all the things I had done made any difference in the world? Why do only the people who do or say important things get assassinated? The common person, the every day person is way more important than any corporate figurehead or political figure. Heh, I was also listening to Sarah Vowell's Assassination Vacation off and on in my wife's Saturn ION in those days.

More or less, my idea was, what if the Empire intentionally or accidentally assassinates an ordinary person, because that one ordinary person has the power to change the world, for the better, with one single little idea that blooms into something revolutionary, and threatens their absolute power over everything. Would they? Well, of course they would, they're evil, right? So, in the story, BAM, that gets done, chapter one.

But the irony is that in doing so, they create the situation they wanted to avoid. Not through martyrdom or anything. That the main character goes on after being assassinated is amazing, because its a great magic trick, a grand illusion perpetrated by the mysterious Molar Mountre, who serves as the story's wise old sage or Obi-Wan or whatever. Well, the story evolves from that point, essentially, because its much more deep than the Empire just killing people. Really. But, I'm not here to give the plot away, just describe the Hero.

Essentially, the whole thing gives him confidence. Basically, he thinks that he is meant to change the world, so by the law of attraction and the nature of manifestation, he does change the world. And he learns more about things from his past, which creep him out or haunt him in some way. A girl who no one seems to remember. A dream of a door. Finding out who the Empire are. Reuniting his favorite rock band. These are all the journey of the Hero of the story.

There is a lot of paradox in the character of the hero being not a superheroic person, but an ordinary person with just something like an instilled confidence to guide them to the right conclusion and somehow save everyone and change everything.

Jul. 20th, 2009

Character Notebook

I've been working on a notebook that outlines each character. This is actually a good idea to do seperate from the Red Book. Even though the Red Book is a great source of all the story and its material, it is more a narrative puzzle than anything. I needed to have something that would allow me to tell the characters' stories, even if that amount of detail doesn't show up in the Book Itself. It might be needed for any or all of the resource material surrounding the Book Itself. Web Material. So its good to know what the other characters are thinking and plotting, generally. I mean, the narrative of the story in the Book Itself is locked into the whole "first person perspective" thing, so it is difficult to explore other people's heads. So other stories exist that can and may be told, parallel to the Story.

Jul. 19th, 2009

From Zero to Bad Guy in 60 Seconds

There's just something devious about taking what was a minor character, not even a character at all, really more of a main character's motivation for something they do, and turning that character into a major antagonist. It started off as a throwaway name drop of a character and turned into, well, what if that character themselves were motivated to do something really bad... and the whole thing just kind of snowballed from that. And I've been working it into the story as a whole, developing a whole concurrent storyline. Setting events into motion with that motivation. So, something tiny turns into something that gives the story more mystery and also more coherent characters. I've been developing a whole team of "antagonists", actually. I felt like the novel as a whole was missing someone to blame for all the things that happen. Villains and minions and that sort of thing. People to hate.

Jul. 16th, 2009

The Power of Musick...

In my head, there is a definite soundtrack of songs that fit into the scenes of Paradox, Then. A lot of the themes and ideas are inspired by songs and music, and these range from hard rock songs to classical music. I think that in some ways, the idea to write the Novel was based on music, on the idea that music can affect and change people in some way. It is in some way a testament to the power that music holds over people, and in a less important way, how we treat those who create works of art in general. That's a major theme in the novel. Music.

So, it would be interesting to provide supplementary material that includes what songs you should listen to, or what songs are relevant for a certain chapter. Which is kind of what I've started doing in my iTunes playlists. I've been dropping songs into certain chapters as a kind of guideline for the "soundtrack" of the novel. But I'm not going to give anything away by saying what those songs are... that would be giving away the secrets of the novel, in a way...

But I hear a song, and I think, is this relevant to the plot, does this inspire any train of thought for the book, does this fit with the story in some way? Lately, I've been hearing songs and going: "There's something about this song that reminds me of this character," like it was their theme song or something, and then I listen to it for a while and I put it those playlists... I go looking for lyrics to songs and I read them and I try to understand the original intent of the song, too. It has to make sense why I am putting that song with a certain chapter.

I mean, for example, is that the title of 1.3 is "Working Class Hero" and that's a song by John Lennon. There's a few levels of relevance to the plot right there, mainly because the novel starts out with Travis going to work, but also a kind of foreshadowing by using a song by someone who was themselves assassinated. I just like the song, too. So, I mean, that's one of the songs that is in the playlist of the first chapter. The lyrics are also certainly relevant to the plot of the book, too. But I think it's better if I mention these songs but don't like, quote them. People should go looking for the source material for themselves, I think. I don't want to plaster other people's lyrics all over the book. Maybe Karmic Vitamins lyrics, because they're fictional... but not ones from other people. I might mention titles or something like this one, but don't expect a lot of other people's lyrics in here... I don't want to have to get the rights to use it or something.

I might put out a list of the songs that inspired stuff at some point, but not beforehand. I'm keeping it to myself. I mean, its no secret that the novel is arranged in a way that echoes the four parts of Beethoven's 9th Symphony, I think I have said that before, but those are the only musical clues you're getting right now...

(If you're going to shoot Chekov's gun in the first chapter, what do you do with it for the rest of the book?)

Jul. 15th, 2009

Moving Along Nicely

Over the past two days, I've come up with a boatload of content in the Red Book. Supporting characters, motivations, reasons why Travis is constantly thinking of Jennifer throughout the novel, fleshing out the motives for driving anywhere and everywhere in the book, snippets of conversations. Everything.

I just want to get this book done before next November and be able to write the supporting stuff in the meantime. Well, I want to get the book done before April, and have it be a kind of internet serialized thing, maybe. Like, you can download the book for free in like 40 pdfs or as a eBook or something. But you have to buy the complete book (actual product) on Amazon or whatever.

Jul. 12th, 2009

Fanfiction is Unoriginal Content...

I sit here in the aftermath of Torchwood: Children of Earth wondering if people will ever write fanfiction of Paradox, Then and how I will feel about that. Will people take the relationship between Travis and Bill as something they can write slash fiction about? You know how people take something out of context, make slash fiction about it. I mean, some things lend themselves to slash fiction, I guess, and it will probably be unavoidable, if the book ever gets written, and some fantasizing fangirl with a keyboard has anything to say about it. I mean they go on a completely platonic roadtrip. But, you can't stop people from their sick little fantasies.

Or how about people who will probably fantasize about Travis/Angela? I mean, he does kind of sleep on her couch? I mean, the obvious pairing that is in the book, and will probably lend itself well to fanfiction is Travis/Myathe. But most of these thirty year-old future divorcees of America fanfic writers are mostly into the whole yaoi thing, so we'll probably have to deal with Travis/Bill pairings in lewd locations on the road... Maybe I should somehow deal with this situation. Perhaps putting a third wheel between them. Some random girl they pick up. A hitchhiker or something. In which case you will get even more perverted fanfic. You can't win with these people. I should name her Mary Sue, though, as a kind of nod towards horrible fanfiction. Or Marisu... as a nod to Marilu from Germany. :P

I like adding secondary characters at this stage. It gives the work a little bit of color. And I can avoid horrible fanfiction being written that way.

Jul. 8th, 2009

Countless Aspects

So, the other day I was looking into ways to make a MMORPG based on the Miriad RPG that I have been trying to make for probably more than 10 years happen, and came across Multiverse which seems like a good jumping off point for someone like me who has no expertise in the realm of making a 3d RPG (oh, sure, I've made stuff in many of the various RPG Maker games out there...), or an MMO for that matter.

I've been making a point to update the PortableApps on my 80gb portable HD to make the thing more useful (except when I visit people who are still running Windows98...) and one of the programs I found on there was something called Blender Portable, which is essentially one of the programs you can use to make 3d objects for games and whatnot, and is one of the formats that Multiverse happens to support.

So, inadvertently, my idea for the Modern-Day MMORPG Countless Aspects is slowly gathering the tools it needs to make itself a reality. I'm sure that I can also use these tools in some way to be useful for Paradox, Then, but this is a nice development. Now I just have to teach myself how to use Blender.

Jul. 6th, 2009

Enablers in Paradox, Then?

It's strange, when you think about the term "enablers" in context of the popular music star. There are many ways that genius has been silenced, diluted, discredited, shamed, broken, and the like. But this is one where you turn it back on the burden of genius, the star who silences themselves... This has become a hot topic, of late, and its weird to see a topic I considered in my book to be something so very relevant. I was writing someone like this into my book long before I knew about the whole concept as the world is now seeing it.

I mean, you have a long long list of famous people who have died an untimely death as a result of their drug usage, legal and illegal, and you have the doctors who deal this junk to them, and are paid not to say no to people. So, yeah, you have unethical doctors out there, who are willing to do things to make money off famous people, and this works in the benefit of the system that wants to silence the genius of the world, and keep the Idea hidden. These people get away with their craft, because they say "oh, the star was always under pressure, and needed something to keep them sane." Sane as in quiet and not spreading an Idea around that could inspire people.

So, obviously, your mind conjures up a conspiracy. No self-respecting ethical doctor would do such a thing. You see a laundry list of doctors and people who told MJ that "This stuff will kill you," or "This is not good stuff." But of course, you get the one doctor in there with the hand open for money who is willing to poison someone and get paid, damn the consequences. In Paradox, Then there is definitely this character, and they have existed in the very beginning of the story. In fact, they're a major part of the plot. One of the people that Travis is trying to track down and keep from dying in the second part of the book is hiding and drugging themselves up, and only the "enabler" type character knows where they are. So they break into his house in Malibu.

But these type of "doctors" really exist. Look at how people like Elvis Presley or Anna Nicole Smith died. We blame them for their excesses, sure, but we don't carry their burden or pain, and we don't understand why they try to numb themselves. The spark of genius contained within them is very volatile if not released. And it is the nature of the business built around these people to keep it bottled up within them, and only let out just that little bit to half-inspire people. Just enough to keep people motivated, but not enough to create a revolution. Those that have inspired people, they have died. And thus you get the half-brained bullshit music that we have today, bland, common, uninspired whining that accomplishes nothing for the soul. So, that spark burns these people from the inside. They are consumed by their Idea, but never express it. And thus the pain, and the madness, and the anger, and the need to self-medicate.

Society doesn't understand the Idea, because it has been hidden from us for so long, so any vague spark of the idea seems all at once good but at the same time dangerous. We work very hard to stamp out those people with the Idea. Our systems of control, through school, work, prison, economy, and the like, are very good about putting a hose on the sparks within the average person. But some people just burn brighter than those average people. We tend to elevate those people to some higher status, and instead of turning a hose on them, we piss on them from afar, collectively, to try to put them out. Just turn on E!. Or read a tabloid magazine. The people that inspire us turn into a circus of sorts, where every move they make is on display.

This is why I have often said that I don't want to be famous. Well-known, respected maybe, but never tabloid famous.

Jun. 27th, 2009

The Death of Michael Jackson in Context of the Book

One of the themes I touch upon in the book that I am writing, Paradox, Then, is the silencing of the Voice of Genius through the medicating and addictions of those who have the spark of the Idea erupting within them. Look in our history of people who had that Voice, who had that Idea within them, and how subsequently, those voices were snuffed out somehow. If not outright by violence, those doing the silencing turned to more subtle means of manipulation in order to discredit, disguise, and otherwise disassemble that person carrying that spark or seed that would blossom into the Idea.

Yes, these people are unique, and they are eccentric, and this is how genius is arrived at. By not thinking like everyone else. By being original. By being yourself. By not numbing the pain of living to the point of mental oblivion. Watch any television long enough and you will see it: medication commercials. This is something arrived at in the book on a number of fronts. Stars and important idealists being doped up not just because they are in some kind of pain, but to keep them quiet. What is weird is that I have been writing this into this book, for the past two years, before this incident that we're seeing now on TV is happening. I went so far to even write a "doctor" like this into the book, who is also a drug dealer and trafficker, but who is also enabling the silencing of a few of the characters in the book, almost to the point where he hunts them down in the end, I think.

So, this is like a real big eye-opener towards that theme, I think. I might not want to hear about it for the next 6 to 8 weeks or whatever on the news, but it is something to pay attention to as it relates to the context of the Book. I want to tell the story of people like Wilhelm Reich, and how his voice was silenced, I think. There's a challenge in doing things like that, because you run the risk of sounding like you are trying to tell the reader how to think rather than thinking and exploring things on their own. You have to have someone who narrates that story, rather than have the main character saying all this in his head.

So, I built a William Cooper like character into the novel, Finley Swan, who meets a similar fate, but leaves behind a wealth of videocassettes for the main character to watch, and learn. Kind of like Professor Brian O'Blivion in Videodrome. There's a lot of information in the book that is fictional, but based on a lot of conspiracy stories, and there's a lot of information in the book that is factional. But there are a lot of themes that are relevant. There's a little bit of They Live in there and maybe some Millennium also.

Jun. 20th, 2009

Is it wrong to work on a book idea, as well as a multimedia idea, an ARG, an MMO, without an actual "book deal" or a product? Nah, its good to have ideas. Ideas create things. I like making things. I don't think that I want to make vaporware on the scale of, say, Duke Nukem Forever, but I do want to have something that is quality, something that makes sense, something with a lore and a mythos built into it. And that is what I am trying to work on. Something deep rather than something shallow. And that takes a lot of time, planning, and forethought. Mostly.

But, yeah, I've been playing too much World of Warcraft.

Jun. 11th, 2009

Ideas Abound

I have been working on an idea for a MMORPG based in nearly-modern times with a spiritual theme, called Countless Aspects. It is slightly related to the idea of Paradox, Then.

Other than that, I have been playing too much World of Warcrack. :P

The right side of my jaw hurts.

Apr. 10th, 2009

Paradox, Indeed.

Okay, so the idea is that there is a shooting that takes place in Dayton, OH. It's just this guy who goes back and forth to work or whatever. And he's shot and taken to the hospital, and he's in a coma. And, that's what happened. He's just driving in his car, listening to some old music on his car stereo, wearing his Karmic Vitamins t-shirt, thinking about some girl he used to know in high school, when blam, the car windshield shatters in slow motion, and he realizes that this is the last moment of his life.

And that's the first chapter. That chapter all takes place in one day, or within the space of one day. But try to imagine this from a first person perspective. You have all the smart-ass thoughts and comments of someone who is about to rage against the machine, more or less, at any moment, and their life is cut short by some strange incident.

But, the truth of the matter is that nothing in the novel is what it seems to be. I want to fashion it so that you start to think that you know what is going on because you have seen all those movies with the twist endings, and so you suspect that is how this will turn out, but there is nothing quite like this novel. I mean, you might think: "Oh, well, the main character is dead, and this is the afterlife," because you've seen, like The Sixth Sense, or something. But that is only true in a metaphorical sense, and only for a while. Utopolis, in the novel, does act as a kind of "afterlife" but only in a very metaphorical sense as being a surrogate Underworld.

So, while you're thinking, this is a strange afterlife, you're seeing that all the people in the "Underworld" are kind of unhappy. So, is it Hell? But then the novel turns into a kind of conspiracy novel with a murder to avert in the second part, and the people are looking for a "missing" artist, to try and avert his assassination. So, you have the main character coming back from the Underworld, to try to stop someone from dying.

In the third part, the main character heads back into the Underworld to retrieve the friend that he had made of his boyhood idol. There's a whole idea of Dionysus there, which obviously I'm dipping into. But then the novel switches gears on you again, and its a road novel, where the characters are driving from point A to point B, while the main character tries to explain how everything in the US has changed in the last 15 years, after his death. The conspiracy is delved deeper into, like who are the ones going around killing everyone?

The last part is all about the reformation of Karmic Vitamins, this huge concert in the desert, and... well, all the elements of the story come together in the end. There's a reunion of sorts of all the elements in the end of the book. There's much more to the book than just this short synopsis. Many different layers and levels of the story. I'm just setting it up here.

Apr. 9th, 2009

PARADOX, THEN.

Okay, so this is the day I am supposed to start on this project.

Mar. 20th, 2009

Break...

I have taken a break from the novel, essentially, for a little while. Stepped back from the whole thing. (Okay, I've been playing World Of Warcraft) But it has helped me think of how intricate a plot should really be, I think, and how people should be able to explore the subplots and little niches of the story for themselves, if they want to. Watching Watchmen was also very enlightening.

I think that November seems a more likely finishing time. Because I will start writing on April 9, day by day, a kind of POV of the story. And how the story is progressing each day.

Nov. 6th, 2008

The Hollow Men

Well, I wasn't looking for inspiration, really, but stumbled upon T.S. Eliot's "The Hollow Men" and the lines are quite relevant to the assassin characters of the novel, who I haven't really fleshed out, so far. But the quote "hollow" reverberates with the idea of the Qlippoth, who are husks or empty shells themselves. If the assassins are the death-dealers for the Empire, then they are imbued with this same "hollowness" or "emptiness".

Especially the line about the world ending not with a bang (a gunshot in the case of the victim), but with a whimper (them ending up, ultimately, in Utopolis?). But this resonates quite clearly with the kind of people or monsters that are necessary to try to "off" the characters. Especially the part in the poem about the eyes. "Eyes I dare not meet in dreams," most especially.

Nov. 4th, 2008

The Election?

Well, yes, this development changes the book, somewhat. I mean, you're supposed to have a dystopian force opposing a Utopian one. Just because of this development, doesn't mean that the shadowy bastards are gone, oh no. The elite still meet at their hidey-holes. Indeed, this makes them all the more sinister and creepy. But I guess the good thing is that the climax of the novel represents more of this social uprising and upswing, eh?

I mean, I originally planned the novel WITHOUT ANTAGONISTS. Which is a devious and difficult thing to do. I mean the assassins are still a part of the whole thing, I guess, and since Axl Rose is supposedly releasing Chinese Democracy this month, I'll have to change a few things in that respect of the novel. LOL. I don't really want to mention it. All this news is changing just a few things in the novel, since it is technically set in 2009. However, the interactiveness of it is also a factor in how the whole thing turns out, a novel that is marked by "events" in real time throughout 2009.

Anyway, the people have voted for Change. And change is what they're getting!

Nov. 2nd, 2008

NaNoWriYe

No, Paradox, Then will not become a NaNoWriMo project. I have already mapped out most of P,T - and that is against the NaNoWriMo rules. I have also already written large chunks of dialogue, so P,T as a NaNoWriMo is right out the window. I don't think speed-writing is really my flavour, and it wouldn't benefit the novel to try to write 37 chapters in 30 days. Over the next year, I plan to do at the very least, three chapters a month. Though I think I can probably hang more than that in a month, that's just the minimal goal. So, no NaNoWriMo, but more like National Novel Writing Year. :P

There's also the stuff that will be happening in RealTime to the novel. Ahem. So a lot of work to be done.
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